3 Months
As I sat here trying to decide if I should do a blog post, I went back and forth on whether I should do a 3 month milestone picture. My rational "thinking" brain (in teacher talk) said something along the lines of "Why? It's not like it has changed from the last two." But my "feeling" brain is saying, "Take the milestone picture." It's incredibly exhausting how your thoughts can feel like the little angel and devil on your shoulder that's often depicted in movies. And frankly, you can't get either of them to shut up. This last month has been one of the hardest ones yet. Josh and I started back to work, which resulted in changes in routine, a lot of chaos and stress, and the heavy realization in my heart that I was supposed to be on maternity leave. The first week back was absolutely draining for me. I found myself emotional over little things (like the copier being used) or struggling to stay focused during meetings that were ...